this scapel itching in my pocket
urges to bend you over and cut your fucking overies out
this kiss that lays on your chest is my farewell
but who could destroy you?
dont be afraid of my desires
rape and torture, a full time addiction
leaving me breathless
babe, don't stain the carpet
what would i tell the authorities
you tripped, fell and i gouged your eyes out
i sure hope i didn't make you sick
when you choked on my dick
i dont ever want this party to ed
but it seems you're having a hard time
trying not…

grinding bones together
fine fucking happy im dying
nothing to show for this temporary life
the sun rises and you fucking fall
watching an exposed heart burst with pride
dearest, i can help you now
please don't cry when you see me go
you are only a weak victim, didn't even bring me pleasure
and im only a sinner laying my love in the ground
pure darkness, i can't wait forever for this infection to begin
not only is this revenge its orgasmic glory
to watch the flies take hold of your beauty

go ahead, keep throwing empty words at my face
time never change, revenge doesnt cry in pain
why did i fucking try?
licking my lips, beautiful eyes
a million ways to watch you die
the only thing i really need is screaming

knuckle imprints on your fucking cheek
choke on razor sharp teeth
cutting their way out of your throat
standing over a shaking corpse
spitting blood in your face
whisper to me something of
a new day, a new breath

the end has come, and we all die
the end has come, leaving no one alive
no one seems to know how to survive their own lives
we either laugh or cry, and death always lingers
destroying families in whole, striking us down
we can't live through this madness
we don't even have bodies to leave behind
emptiness crawls inside everyone of us
depression never ends in this solitary drought
genocide seems to be the only way to describe it
we can't abide this fucking killing spree
this plague stretched from shore to fucking shore
the end of what we…

a shadow of a dream turned to nightmares
you can never take away your memory
no matter how fucking long you stay away
the ticking of time sends me so far back
i strive for the sky but break and fall every time
i never thought those eyes would have this
great of an impact on my mind
the taste of the flame
it feels like the right time for one more attempt
to reach this perfect sky
now it seems as if im not alone
but i guess its just your memory scratching
at my skull
is it getting…

you know the truth as well as i do
dancing in the wrecked ballroom
is no way to cope with that truth
please don't look back when we depart
i wont be coming back for you
you were a fuck up so i walked away
shredding the evidence that used to be a lie
shredding a lie that we though what love
oh, i can't do anything without you by my side
im so god damn lost
say it again you miss me
oh and then say that one again
fuck you, i kept that going far too long
to…

stabbing, injecting, fucking,
this intoxicated life has no wear abouts of purgation
theres no chance at becoming a saint
and the only time id love
to see an angel is when im ready
to be laying on my deathbed
thats all angels are made for, slaughter
hacking at your fucking chest with a chainsaw
deathbed, memories, no more throw it all away
deathbed, kiss me oh delicately please
i just cant seem to find the
difference between silk and flesh

what is it to you that the unholy angels
clutch has withered us all away

abandon me, this blood is…

so are we going to fuck or
sit here and look at each other naked?

if the weeks shall fail
we shall own up with our souls
this site is worth seeing,
the blood smearing these fucking walls
and when im done with you
you will be bleeding from every hole in your body
in time, the hole in your chest will grow
its just a squeal, its just pain
so what the fuck is your problem
i thought nothing hurt you

dumb fuck

insomnia is nothing unless you have seen my life
you better say your prayers
your life…

i refuse to let my fate go on
without being shook out of style
i walk away, you follow
we've been doing this far too long
she said to never leave her side,
obviously she doesn't know a thing about me
and i know what you're thinking
and im simply petrified by the fact
my life took place in that one year alone
is it me or is it time, cause i really want to know
and id just like to say, forget yesterday
you know, i hate being blind to my degradation
for every second i lost to failure…

the selfish receive their own life outside ours,
i knew you were oh so different from the moment you
walked right through the door
selfish receive their own,
is this what real men are made of?

yeah duh!

never begging to think of it,
a moment of truth is worth it to me
oh, send me screaming to my grave
shattered and blistered fingers ive witnessed
as i grasped for the ground
the blood traces my palm,
i cannot stop it if it makes me feel so alive
i cannot stop the pain and heartbreak i feel so fucking alive…