no dream, no hopes
can prepare a heart for a lifeless friend

ive wrote this message a million times
and it never seems to get through to you
you're whats fucking destroying me
you take to heart the cruelty of
the game that you created
rejection turned to tears
love turned to bloody tears running down my face
"open up this heart im living for,
inside of this life im fighting for"
i just want you the fuck out
i will fight for my beliefs and never crumble
i let fear drive me, never again
i cannot falter my ground…

Sew my eyes shut, chain me to the wall
You cannot fucking destroy me, don't even try me cunt
I'm taking all my oaths to the grave
Talk back to me and ill slit your pathetic enticing throat
I'll take a hammer to your face; no one will recognize it when I'm done
You'll be bleeding from the inside out as I hang you from this tree
Breaking your fucking neck, right into fucking two
Swallow my knife, all the way down past your throat
Emptying you completely, you thought you knew gore, not like this
This is the torture…

Love me or resent me like I should give a fuck
I'm standing up for those who've suffered
I'm standing up for those who've suffered
Keep fucking screaming, keep fucking screaming damnit
And I swear with every bit of strength I have left you will
Be beaten till your six feet under, use your imagination
Bitch
I'll die one thousand deaths before I'm finished with this world
Twisting, ripping, tearing you limb from limb
The fragrance of stagnant blood that collects in pools of eternal suffering
I drained you and I'm stained in blasphemy
There is no question of belief;…

The shrill, the feel of your heart breaking, the fucking kill
Don't you love the taste of regret?
I don't believe you understand the thrill I get from hurting you
I love the way you sigh "I can't believe you're mine"
Because it hurts you so much more when I say the love is gone
The weight of the world that pushed me to my knees
Has finally faded, your sweet voice no longer echoes in the night
I can't seem to get the stain of your blood out of my mouth
This is what getting away with murder is…

when will this ever fucking end?
being ignored by this entire fucking place
this world turned to stone waiting to fall apart
i see you sifting through the ashes
you're tasting rose petals again, so much aching for the end
it seems like we've been dreaming this entire time
all the fragments of faith have become the gun in my trembling hands
my love for the gun grows stronger
dedicated to extinction
sweetie, don't you see the beauty in the breakdown?
again and again and again i wait for you in the darkness
oh sweetie, don't you see the beauty…

this ocean drowning me completely
the fading sound of the funeral song
well what a waste were those nights i stayed up
crying and bleeding
these dead hands clutch for salty air
these clouds break us apart from where we want to go
of where we need to go
im watching you take your time to rebuild your life
i seem to be growing deeper and deeper
into this darkness
yes, im watching you take your time to rebuild your life
while i grow colder and colder
deeper and deeper into this abyss
see my body crumpling under every inch…

from the depths of our own failure
we will soon rise above
i count the seconds until the shadows
cast upon us no more
i wont let you and your words get to me
you'll never bring me down
so stand and receive your judgment
clattering are the chains of debauchery
the thing you created put you to rest

my voice is heard by one person
and one person only
through the prayer
god is here to cleanse me of my past

so bite the bullet
ive got the entire world on my side
lord, prepare me for war
fight…