http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOY6IeQS6KA

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4O25LNr_3YQ

Buildings and bridges
are made to bend in the wind
to withstand the world,
that's what it takes
All that steel and stone
is no match for the air, my friend
what doesn't bend breaks
what doesn't bend breaks

we are made to bleed
and scab and heal and bleed again
and turn every scar into a joke
we are made to fight
and fuck and talk and fight again
and sit around and laugh until we choke
sit around and laugh until we choke

I don't know who you were expecting
probably some bitch who does not budge…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bG29MxLlKBY

I'm thinking to myself
I gotta make a big decision today
And I hope I choose a better tomorrow rather then a better yesterday

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjg_5taQASk

It's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking you would be
Real, happy and healthy, strong and calm, where does the good go
Where does the good go
Where do you go when you're in love and the world knows
How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down
What do you say it's up for grabs now that you're on your way down
Where does the good go, where does the good go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-__CuasqL4

I want to crawl back inside my mother's womb
I want to shut out all the lights in this room
I want to start fresh, like a baby in a sink
Scrub away all these thoughts that I think of you

So life moves slowly when you're waiting for it to boil
Feel like I watch from 6 feet under the soil
Still want to hold you and kiss behind your ears
But I re-count the countless tears that I lost for you

But before you finally go there's one thing you should know: That I promise -

Starting…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzshpUs2yS0

And somehow in all the madness
I thought that I was seeing straight
It ain't always pretty but it seemed there was no other way
And I guess all I ever loved
Was standing right before my eyes
And I, oh I, I was blind

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53P7bDeCehc

Together we could break this trap
We'll run till we drop, baby we'll never go back
Will you walk with me out on the wire
'Cause baby I'm just a scared and lonely rider
But I gotta know how it feels
I want to know if love is wild
Babe I want to know if love is real

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ao_NVUCyz-0

Sold my bed, no need to sleep these nights
Walking rounds in search for stars these nights
The sky is perfectly brown instead of black
Let my shoes lead me forward, please bring me some luck

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5x4sza7WfPo

Maybe a lie is what I need sometimes
You told the most and best of anyone
You said to "keep me in your pocket"
So I carried you

You better choose your words carefully
Because I'm not your anything
Gonna stay here in my place
And you'll stay in yours because
You're only good as what you're good for

I pace around the room to spend the time
Waiting while the burning pictures fade
One thing to make your mind
And another to say its name

I could never be the one that you want, don't ask.
Well, here's…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UwL5PLN5eGE

In this same bar where you slammed down your hand
And said "Amanda, I'm in love"
No you're not
You're just a sucker for the ones who use you
And it doesn't matter what I say or do
The stupid bastard's gonna have his way with you