The title isn't misleading at all, it's just highlighting the fact that there will be two parts to this thing. Care to guess what they'll be on? I'm just hilarious.

Evolution… Is a very ambiguous term, if you think about it. It could mean a lot of things and on a lot of scales. Now, I'd like to concentrate on the concepts of micro-evolution, macro-evolution and reverse evolution.

Now, if you think of everything you've learned about a human's journey to where we are now and think back to the early stages of development, you'll probably remember that everything was…

Strangely, most thoughts seem to manifest themselves after I've submitted some university work. This case isn't an exception, though it's a bit unusual - writing a blog post when I have one more paper due on the 14th of November and I haven't even started, nor do I know what the hell am I supposed to be doing.

In any case - I'm tired. I'm tired of everything. The the not-all-inclusive everything, but a collective term for the mundane, for the dull and aggravating. But, what can I do? Basically, I can do something. I can do a lot to…

I'm a lazy fuck, that's what.

It's still effin' hot, but today's a really nice day - there's some wind blowing around (yay).

I'll just get the bad news out of the way in a wee list:
I started biting the skin under my nails again.
I'm constantly sweating and I HATE having sticky skin.
I feel somewhat guilty for spending a lot of time with my brother in the beginning. Felt like I was taking him away from the family and injecting myself into their life. Now I'm feeling guilty for not spending time with him at all /facepalm.
I wasn't amused by the trip…

Have been at the balcony a few moments ago and once again checked out the view. Thought maybe I could get a clue on what to start with …guess this will have to do. :-) Let me just put some XX on.

IT'S EFFIN' HOT IN HERE.

Well… First of all - the view. I can see half of Yerevan as my aunt's place is situated on a mountain/hill (and she lives on the 6th floor). It's all shiny and beautiful and haunting and… Well, you get the point. During the day you can see Ararat in the background -…

I have no idea how this is going to turn out, as I'm stressed and can't contain a single thought without it vining into something completely different.

After watching Serial Experiments Lain (for the second time), I connected it with the previous posts of mine that dealt with the representation of one's self and how one must rely on another to "exist".

"What isn't remembered - never happened. If you aren't remembered - you never existed," said Arisu and smiled, after Lain had deleted herself from everyone's existence.

We are, basically, represented through others. Our "self" is a cluster of…

A headful of voices, yet nothing to say,
A mouthful of choices, yet they won’t sway.
Defiant, this guilt, and rapid the shame –
Perception of “real” just got one more stain.

Amplified senses, a pain in the gut;
But then again empty and vain like a slut.
A case in which logic denies a mistake
Is just an example of feelings at stake.

How great it must feel to shut yourself down,
To put on your headphones and drown in a sound.
The last time I did so seems centuries ago -
I drowned in a let-down and can’t…

In memory of Александр Черток. I love you, дядь Саша.
Don't think he would approve of such themes, but I don't think he minds.

Here it is.
This one is written in a less formal manner. Less technical stuff. :-)
Mind you, this is just a thought collective from lectures and observations; a clusterfuck of random information, if you will.

This will have to do everything with gender and sexuality. Just a heads up.

Freud once asserted that there are two things: sexuality and gender, one of which is a biological product, while the other one is a societal one.…

I named it "Nude" because:
1. I love the song.
2. You'll get the point.

Since I failed on my last essay for Journalism and Society (module), I've been trying to think of reasons why.
It's a bit early to have such a revelation, age-wise, but hey.

I know I’m not the most generally liked person on the planet. However, as much as those people with hats and fancy clothing who call themselves ‘intellectuals’ want to push the notion of “bad attention isn’t better than no attention at all” – they’re wrong.
At least, they’re wrong for me.
Since I…

Okay! Before anyone starts hat—; okay, no one reads these anyway.

Let's start this off with a little quote: The truth will be drowned in a sea of irrelevance. - Aldous Huxley

At first, I thought it was about the music industry, the ideas and lifestyles that popped up from most of the pop artists. But then, upon deeper analysis, I started thinking… Basically, what’s popular is mostly relevant, so, assuming people find most of the things they listen/relate to relevant (specially the messages that popular music started to carry) just blew my mind.

Let’s drop the facts that auto-tune,…