Hey Journal,
It's been a very long time since I've written a journal. Lets see, I lived in Kingsville for 2 years as a single mother with my 3 girls, working and attending school full time. I made many new friends that I still talk to and see occasionally. I made a few enemies and had some crazy whirlwind relationships. I moved back home in June after I graduated. Didn't want to but alas it had to be done to make the $$$$$.

I graduated this year in May with my Bachelors in Science and I am now a licensed…

After long deliberation I finally decided to return to my original brunette color. I said I was going to provide a pic and I did. I don't have a camera so I had to wait for a friend to take a pic and then upload it. Thank you love! (you know who you are)

Since I will be moving soon I had to disconnect my internet and am now relying on my friends. So I won't be on so much during this period of transition. As soon as I move into my new 'crib' and can connect my services I will be back on more frequently to 'jam' out. Talk to you all later! Peace.

I was at a very late dinner/bkfast at 3 am with my girlfriend, a guy she wants to hook up with (I worked with him for a week before he quit), and a guy friend of mine. My girlfriend and her boy were flirting outrageously through the whole dinner. I was flirting with my friend cause we don't take each other seriously. LOL one of the jokes between us is my enjoyment of eating meat without teeth ;) Any ways when my girl goes to the restroom the guy leans over to me and says "if only I would have…

On Friday April 23rd. I helped deliver my new nephew-in-law Jordan Da'Sean Sanchez! He was super tiny. He was 7 lbs. 4.6 oz. He is super precious and I instantly fell in love with him.

My cheating ex husband would always tell me I was the only one. No other girl in his life yet I keep running across evidence that contradict him.

I knew he had a last.fm account for a very long time. I don't bother to go into his account since October 2009 the month that we separated. The last time in October was because I ran across a message from some girl named Yoli who he was telling that he would call her that evening.

Now I ran into her account (I had completely forgotten the girls face) and I didn't…

I hate having feelings sometimes. I hate being nice. I wish I could not care about anyone or anything. A cold heartless bitch.

But I'm not, I'm actually very caring and the maternal feelings I possess are very strong! The force is strong in this one.

I have an ex husband whom I don't know whether I love or not. We were together for 12 years and married w/children for 10. I think about him often I feel giddy when we text. I smile when he flirts. I find myself wondering is he eats or if he's warm. I also…

Last night was the first time I've ever let myself get so drunk I don't think I was walking straight. I didn't get so drunk that I didn't remember. Oh I remember EVERYTHING! LOL every little part of last night. I even had to crash at the party house. Sweet…

A friend of mine is allergic to bananas! Can you believe it? the glorious fruit that is so….well you get my drift. During lunch today we shared a piece of strawberry cake. When I noticed they began to clear their throat over and over. When we asked what the cake was made of we were told it was strawberry cake with slices of bananas in strawberry glaze in the middle. OH SHIT! yeah we had to rush to HEB to buy Benadryl. I had to drive because they had a hard time breathing and their tongue had swollen preventing them…

My iMac is being borrowed for a short while so for now I must use this PC. Poor thing has been through a few reformatting. Its still good to me though.